for you

Hmm..today is quite a bad day…I am mentally and physically stressed..
I dunnoe why..i just cant seem to do anything about it..this trouble just seem to snowball and created an avanlanche that buries me under the thick snow..
Well..actually..the feel of rejection and lost love is already common to me..so why should I moan about it..my heart has been broken before so no harm breaking it again huh..well..i guess..
I have no longer any hope in having the opportunity to give u my care and concern since u do not want it..well..why must I continue be the nice guy? I should be a big bad boy..
*sigh all I have now are broken pieces of heart who will come and mend it..i guess I shal just wait for the time when we can finally meet at the foot of the Alps, where the castles and the beautiful lake lie..a story which u wanna believe or don’t is up to u…it is a fiction and a figment of my imagination anyway..will never come true..since I am still single..no hope yet of finding a girl ba…haha