Pre-Valentines' day

Valentines' Day is coming..but..i am not going out. Simply because i don't have a girlfriend yet. well so i will just have a date with Miss Chem SPA and Mr German lesson.
ok..the class girls' had just asked me to do something for them on valentines' day, well not just me, but they requested the entire guy population tod o something for them..well did i say something about valentine's day?? what is valentines' Day haha
I am unfortunately elected to be the Long Pants' Club chairperson
Criteria to be the LPC Chairperson:
1) must be single so as to show that you have no DISTRACTIONS(only a few guys fulfil this criteria)
2) Must be nice to girls in the class (well all the guys fulfil this criteria)
so you can guess that i just manage to pass the stringent selection lol..
alright, these few days have been pretty angsty for me..not the German ANGST but well angsty..haha...pretty swinging mood..Xiao Ting reckons that i am having mood swings but well i cannot be having that. Maybe it is because i am an old grouchy man...lol..
My friend has already left for overseas and i wonder when i will see her again...well *sigh..guess it is just up to fate..saw her online the other time..but did not talk to her..dunno what to say i guess..
but it has been such a coincidence that last week i actually saw my primary school classmate on bus 13. haha..it has been a long tiem since i last saw her and i wasnt certain if i was seeing her haha..like what she says..it has been 5 years haha..she looked the same but i didnt dare identify her..because if not if she is some stranger then wont she think that i am some guys who is trying out a new pickup line?? she also apparently reckon the same thing and we didnt talk to each other on the bus. It was just when we were online that we talked and realised that we actually saw each other haha...and i also managed to met my primary school teacher who parked his car dangerously at the roadside to talk to me for a few minutes..
well pretty interesting...seeing how people interact..do you always ask for reciprocity when you be nice to someone???what if they don't be nice back..will you stop being nice to them. i think this is a difficult question to answer but i think it is very hard to stop yourself from being a nice guy even though like we see in drama shows..the NICE guys always ended up hurt and lonely..haha..and the COOL, DAO and unfriendly guys usually gets the girls haha..but maybe reality will work the other way round..i hope haha...i do believe that people are just shy to say thank you...but they do recognize your contributions but well..if tehy don't just don't take it to heart..smile and just serve..because you are a great soul and everyone will like you eventually...so we must not be sad..
oh no..i still cannot think of a song to write yet..it has been a long time since i wrote any verse..may it be crap or not haha..i will try do by Valentine's day and after that to blog again lol...but i just hope that you can wish me happy valentine's day and you know i will see the message since i will be at home most probably haha