Just an afternoon

haha..today is the SYF of the chinese dance of my juniors..well..hope they do well..all the best!!=)
i had training with jonny today and yup, now my hands are aching from the pull-ups i had done..ToT
haha..but jonny and i had fun because we shared some private joke that i later told xiaoting..well she reckoned we were feeling evil haha..
haha..joanna came visiting today, the school drop-out lol, and she crashed lecture wearing home clothes..then mingwei talked about ben and jerry's free ice cream and some of our classmates went promptly after school to try..but i have training..anyway i dont feel like going
i think i am not focused enough...must start studying and yup PW grades are such a bother..i dislike my grades..i felt that i had worked ahrd and so did everyone else in our class..everyone in our class should get an A, those who deserved it..=(
*sigh it has been quite some time since you wrote to me..i wonder how you are coping there and i hope you are well. Whenever i am feeling low, i thought of you, and i will try to cheer up =)
on monday, me and jonny was singing a childhood song :
i love you, you love me, we are happy family
doesnt that sound familiar..lol..ok that is random..

to someone i had known previously my last words to you:

wrote you many many messages
but you didnt reply
it just shows that i ain't in your mind
so why should i still bother to try

love you many many times
but you left my life
so suddenly that i couldnt even sigh
when you just kiss me goodbye

All my love i give you willingly
my heart is only yours soley
i will love you so much truly
but why do i feel that i am silly

my love for you is one-way traffic
why should i become love-sick
why should i fall for your trick
it's because your smile is so sweet

tell you many many nights
how much i love you so
but you never ever had respond
just like a stone into the sea was thrown

ask you many many whys
although you never ever lie
the love i gave is so much
all i crave is to have your touch

i dont need to have you by my side
i just want you to reside
in my heart so that it wont be empty
and i wont feel so lonely

i tried studying h3 chem last night and i managed to study a bit about antibacterials

• cycloserine: affects cell wall construction
• chloramphenicol: affects protein synthesis
• penicillin: affects cell wall construction
• tetracyclines: affects protein synthesis
• streptomycins: affects protein synthesis
• colistin (polymyxins): affects permeability of cell membrane
• cephalosporins: affects cell wall construction
• quinolones( nalidixic acid): affects nucleic acid transcription
• sulphonamides: affects synthesis of folic acid

oh no and there are two more compounds i have forgotten...i will fill in the next post =(

how am i gonna be a doctor like that if i can't even memorise a few antibacterial agents...*sigh

it just shows that i must work harder and harder...and not be slack...i must jiayou and be hardworking

Mood: discontented now because of PW and my inability to concentrate..must go study