Outing, Post chinese New year and post valentine

Yesterday night i went for a movie with the FX people. haha..we watched Paris Je t'aime which is a film that is made up of many short films each lasting 5 minutes.. sound confusing?? well go watch it, i seriously recommend that...even if i dont know any french, i understood perfectly with the presence of english and chinese subtitles. I love the one on a poor nigerian guy, it was very sad..and i admired his passion for love. some films like the one on Vampire and Chinese doesnt make much sense though. haha..yeah and before that i went out with my parents to their friends' house to have lunch before going Novena to study with alex and xiaoting and have dinner there. haha..i dunno why..after watching the film, i suddenly feel that love is everywhere, not necessary must be in Paris and yup although i agree that walking along the River Seine is more romantic than walking along Singapore river. But *sigh..i could not see the person that i very much want to see again in the near future..wo bist du jetzt??
Brings me to post valentine day..well haha..basically i got invited to watch Paris Je t'aime with the FX people for first grand screening at Alliance Francaise..but i did not go..haha..maybe i should have gone lol..but me and andreas just took the train home and yeah try not to look at the couples around us..kinda lonely..and yeah haha..makes you feel funny when you saw people around you or even your friends that you have not seen for many years haha lol..anyway..ok should not be angsty about that cos should not focus so much on finding a valentine, seeing that it is kinda hard to..so well GIVE UP!!
Prefers chinese new year. 6R goes Weilin's house to celebrate on second day of chinese new year. oh man.. it totally rocks ^^. we played pool and DDR..some of us tried halo but i didnt haha..then we watched Alfie and Borat >< a very funny film that is a bit crude but well..censored ..so yeah anyway and we ate chocolates and i seriously need to try to get myself fatter as i binge on the food...then we talked as we eat dinner...yup this new year i collected some ang paos..well since my relatives are overseas..this is not bad haha..and i have money so that i can go out..YEA!!=)
but maybe alone???haha...now more things are gonna happen..so i must continue to stay focused and study hard...all the guys..together we can do it.. Nothing is Impossible
Love you , love you, yes i love you tell me what to do
so that i can love you, you will love me and we are happy
everyone should be happy and cheerful like me ok??

sign off: a person who is happy and contented now with the good friends around him

On'y va pour la victoire
Degada Volontana
Zeit dass sich was dreht, was dreht
bis zum Leben ole ole..

Post Valentine's Day

Sarang-hay-yo means Nothing

you took me on a roller coaster ride
your smile makes me high
your tears make me cry
i just wanna stay by your side

will i ever get to see your laughter
will we ever be together
all the answers seem to sail into never
but i wont wait for you forever

*can you stop being nice to me
can you stop saying you just wanna be friends
cos i love you
but you dont see it
everytime i see you with other guys
my heart just break into a million pieces

I walk alone on the crowded streets
thinking why i cant forget you
i cant understand why i lost my love
sarang-hay-yo means nothing
i should just stop imagining

everywhere i turn i see happiness
people around singing
people around fooling
but i just drown myself in sadness

there is no one standing by my side
just a can of beer lying on the right
my heart just feel so tight
as i bid you goodbye tonight

watch you go on your way
in other guys' arms you sway
i decide that i wont stay
all the love i show do not pay
so just leave me alone..(alone)

when i thought there was hope
it was all but a dope
i should clean my eyes with soap
and see that the answer will be nope

my emotions i try to hide
you will never ever hear me sigh
i just wanna be alone to face the Yuletide
I just wanna be alone singing myself the lullaby

a song i made again

Pre-Valentines' day

Valentines' Day is coming..but..i am not going out. Simply because i don't have a girlfriend yet. well so i will just have a date with Miss Chem SPA and Mr German lesson.
ok..the class girls' had just asked me to do something for them on valentines' day, well not just me, but they requested the entire guy population tod o something for them..well did i say something about valentine's day?? what is valentines' Day haha
I am unfortunately elected to be the Long Pants' Club chairperson
Criteria to be the LPC Chairperson:
1) must be single so as to show that you have no DISTRACTIONS(only a few guys fulfil this criteria)
2) Must be nice to girls in the class (well all the guys fulfil this criteria)
so you can guess that i just manage to pass the stringent selection lol..
alright, these few days have been pretty angsty for me..not the German ANGST but well angsty..haha...pretty swinging mood..Xiao Ting reckons that i am having mood swings but well i cannot be having that. Maybe it is because i am an old grouchy man...lol..
My friend has already left for overseas and i wonder when i will see her again...well *sigh..guess it is just up to fate..saw her online the other time..but did not talk to her..dunno what to say i guess..
but it has been such a coincidence that last week i actually saw my primary school classmate on bus 13. haha..it has been a long tiem since i last saw her and i wasnt certain if i was seeing her haha..like what she says..it has been 5 years haha..she looked the same but i didnt dare identify her..because if not if she is some stranger then wont she think that i am some guys who is trying out a new pickup line?? she also apparently reckon the same thing and we didnt talk to each other on the bus. It was just when we were online that we talked and realised that we actually saw each other haha...and i also managed to met my primary school teacher who parked his car dangerously at the roadside to talk to me for a few minutes..
well pretty interesting...seeing how people interact..do you always ask for reciprocity when you be nice to someone???what if they don't be nice back..will you stop being nice to them. i think this is a difficult question to answer but i think it is very hard to stop yourself from being a nice guy even though like we see in drama shows..the NICE guys always ended up hurt and lonely..haha..and the COOL, DAO and unfriendly guys usually gets the girls haha..but maybe reality will work the other way round..i hope haha...i do believe that people are just shy to say thank you...but they do recognize your contributions but well..if tehy don't just don't take it to heart..smile and just serve..because you are a great soul and everyone will like you eventually...so we must not be sad..
oh no..i still cannot think of a song to write yet..it has been a long time since i wrote any verse..may it be crap or not haha..i will try do by Valentine's day and after that to blog again lol...but i just hope that you can wish me happy valentine's day and you know i will see the message since i will be at home most probably haha

i promise i will blog tmr after physics test
yup about these few days haha